Unhappy.

I feel like I became a worse person in the course of the past year. I think when you're not happy with where you are and what you are doing, you feel stuck in the situation. And when you're stuck, you can't help but find ways to vent your anger and discontent. For me, these ways consist of constant complaining. Negative talk overall. I'm taking a look at myself and I don't like what I have become. I feel unhealthy emotionally and psychologically. All I can feel and think about is how unhappy I am. I can honestly compare how I feel with being a zombie. I don't feel alive. I'm so uninspired.